Rebecca Jo Szamlewski

1975 - 2009
LocationNottingham
Age33 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth28/11/1975
Date of Death28/01/2009
Visitors21,915 since 12/02/2009
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Rebecca was so beautiful that people turned to look at her when they had passed, men and women alike, and she never noticed. More importantly, she was so beautiful inside. She was kind, generous, incredibly caring towards animals, particularly if they were in pain. She had lots of friends, particularly through facebook, and a huge family that adored her. She was funny, fun-loving, vivacious and effervescent in company. She always took the time to help anyone in distress, whether over the phone or in person. She hid from people that she had no self-worth and although she battled and won over depression some 15 years ago, it came back and haunted her. She kept it from everyone so as to not cause worry but it finally caused her too much pain and despair and she ended her life. She was my total life. If she was too busy to see me more than once every couple of months, we spoke or texted at least twice a week and I was fine with that, just knowing that she was safe in the world. Her Dad and I are broken now and can never be fixed. Our beautiful girl has left us and we know she would never have wanted to cause this pain, if she had not been so much in despair and pain.

Rebecca never hurt anyone in her life except herself, but so many people hurt her and that is something I can never forgive. I see no point in life apart from seeing justice is done and that is the only thing keeping me going, as you hurt me and mine, I hurt back harder.

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If I could see you one more time..
I would never let you go,
I would hold you tight in my arms..
And love you forever more.

If I could see you one more time,
I would have so many things to say,
I would tell you I love and miss you..
In my own special way.

If I could see you one more time..
I would kiss you beautiful face,
For your my special angel,
That no one could replace.

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copyright� Jackie Thomas 19/06/09



29th January 2012

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The little stars
That shine so bright
Are Angels come
To say Goodnight:
"Goodnight,
Sleep Tight,
Sweetest Dreams we'll send
To you tonight."

So, if you peek
Outside and spy
A wee star twinkling
In the sky;
It may,
It might,
Be an Angel
Come to say Goodnight.

Written By: Harriet Blanche Jones.

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Jude Swaddle (GTS Friend)

Yesterday afternoon



Death Is A Transition......From This Life To Another Existence
Where There Is No More Pain And Anguish.
All The Bitterness And Disagreements Will Vanish
And The Only Thing That Lives Forever Is Love.....

Elisabeth Kubley-Ross,M.D.
xXx

Margaret Paula Goughs Mum

Yesterday afternoon

If I Could Have a Lifetime Wish



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If I could have a lifetime wish,
A dream that would come true,
I'd pray to God with all my heart for
Yesterday and You.



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A thousand words can't bring you back;
I know because I've tried.
And neither can a million tears;
I know because I've cried.



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You left behind my broke heart
and happy memories too.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.



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~Author Unknown~

Joyce Tidy

Saturday evening



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Jude Swaddle (GTS Friend)

Saturday morning

XXX FLY FREE ANGEL XXX

Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again

Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet

Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget

Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light

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[ a celine dion song ]

Colin Blyth

Saturday morning

Angel Day

❊ For Rebecca On Your Angel Day ❊

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⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Stay close to all your loved ones ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ For it’s you they miss and love ⋱♰⋰


⋱♰⋰ ********* ⋱♰⋰ ********* ⋱♰⋰

Margaret Paula Goughs Mum

Saturday morning

Angel Anniversary

In Rememberance of Rebecca

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We do not need a special day, To bring you to our mind, The days we do not think of you, Are very hard to find.
Love for you today sweetheart and always
XxX

Margaret Paula Goughs Mum

Saturday morning



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Jude Swaddle (GTS Friend)

Friday night

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Somewhere beyond the sunset,
where happiness never dies,
you live in a beautiful garden,
above the clear blue skies,
although we cannot see you,
you’re with us every day,
and all the love we have for you,
will never fade away.
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Unknown.....

Margaret Paula Goughs Mum

Friday evening
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